Well

I completely forgot I had this. I do that a lot, I think I've signed up for a million different sites over the years, including orkut (India's facebook) and Going and xanga and Twitter, and after a month I hardly ever go back. Which of course makes me wonder about how much shit there is floating around on in the internet somewhere about me, but since there's already so much, it doesn't really matter. It's like this friend I have who's still afraid of getting Facebook because she hates the idea of having her email address and information stored somewhere... but that in return reminds me of this project they had at school where there were hidden video cameras everywhere, but basically when there's a million times more footage than people watching, it all becomes somewhat meaningless, right? and that's how I feel about the online information being saved... since there's way too much information than people looking at it, it's like it doesn't even exist. My laptop stopped working a good two weeks ago and I think anyone else would have freaked out by now and tried to have gotten it fixed, but maybe it's just that I'm lazy (or that I've pretty much moved into my bf's room) but I feel like I don't even mind all the music and photos and documents being erased, because half of it's online anyway, right?

Anyway, the reason I found this again was just because I found a new blog I adore.
http://thesnailandthecyclops.blogspot.com/

I want to start spending more time decorating and making pretty things. That's my new goal. I have unlimited free time now and while I do enjoy what I do (which is mostly reading The House of Mirth and watching movies), I keep thinking I should study for the GREs or learn to knit or something. Maybe this summer I'll have something going. I need to find some sort of job first.